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Well, I just returned home from a trip to Washington D.C. on June 3rd but thats not what I want to blog about. Don't get me wrong D.C. was freakin amazing but this will be more exciting trust me....to me it is anyways.

So, I got my phone back on the 29th of May. So, of course I texted Rawley and said yo I got my phone back. Me and rawley are pretty good friends. I mean basically we are best friends. But there is also a little something more between us. So we had been talking and this past weekend was the Pioneer Days Rodeo. And molly his ex just happened to be gone to raton. So he was like hey we should hang out at the rodeo on saturday. So I was like ok we'll see what happens. So saturday came and we started making plans. I had to ask my parents and they said that it would be ok. So they dropped me off at Wal-mart and I found him in there. Then we went and ate at Taco Box. Then pretty soon it was time to go to the rodeo. And of course all this time we were talking about stuff. Well, when we got to the rodeo we were a little surprised. We knew so many people there! Like just walking up to the gate I saw Jarod and Jessie. Jarod gave me a funny look lol So we got our tickets and went inside and ran into dalton and brenna. Then into Kaitlin, Kat, and Kylynn and I talked to them of course. He knew lots of people too. So we went and sat down on the side that the calf ropers would come out of. Pretty soon dalton, brenna, mandy, kortney, and my sister came and sat by us. I was like oh crap! But dalton sat beside me and rawley was on the other side so it was ok. They talked a lot so it was good. Below us Christian Pettigrew was sitting too. I was like omg lol Well eventually all those girls left us for awhile. Soon Caleb and Adam West showed up and talked to us. We saw so many people omg! So anyways we just watched the rodeo and kinda talked. Soon those girls came back. Then some more fort people showed up! I was like geez but oh well. Soon the rodeo was over and I walked with him back out to his mother's burban lol So we sat and talked for awhile until my dad called a little bit later and I needed to go back to help my mom clean up for concession. So I told him goodbye and went back to help. He said he was going to talk to mandy and explain that we are just friends so he did and she believed him. I guess he talked to molly too. But lately things have been weird between us. I feel like something about me is bothering him. I don't know what it is. I know he's really busy with roping and that he must do well this week with roping but still. He could at least text me geez. So I really don't know whats up know. It's kinda pissing me off. Well, yesterday I was vbs and we had home ec. skill a thon. Molly broke up with her boyfriend Kyle yesterday morning because of some reasons. She wants to get back with Rawley. I hope he makes the right decision. He told me if he did go back out with her then I would still be his best friend. But really? Idk. I told him it would kill me if he got back with her. And I'm serious it would. I don't know if I would take him back. So anyways molly texted me last night. She said she was upset with me cuz i didn't have the guts to tell her i met rawley but rawley had told her. I told her I was sorry and that i figured she had heard anyway. Rawley had explained to molly that we were just friends and I told her how I just liked him as a friend too. I told her if she wanted to get back with him then I wouldn't try to get in the way. It's his choice. I will try to encourage not to but that's all i can do. So everything is good between me and molly. In fact we're going yard and garage sale shopping on saturday lol But rawley...idk whats up with him. Idk what i did or what i said or if i didn't do something that i was supposed to. I just need him to talk to me so we can talk about it. Rawley please text me or call me...please...Thats it for now. Peace yo <3