Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Sunday, December 6, 2009
Seriously this is happening again?!
I swear it happens every time I see you!! Every time I see you and I'm with my friends from school! I hate it and I'm tired of it!! We always have an enjoyable time together but then you hear something. Something that SOMEONE said I said or did involving you. and you know what most of the time it's not true and never happened. someone just opened their mouth and attached my name to some ridiculous story that i never was involved in, or said, and would have even thought about saying or doing! You think I talk sh*t about you...and you believe them...screw you! even though i really don't mean that...it hurts to know that you, my BEST friend, would believe what some chick says that you barely know!
Ugh rawley you don't know how much pain this causes me! rawley you are my best friend and anything i ever say or do is NEVER intended to hurt you because i know you've been hurt enough....and how would i know that???...cuz we're best freakin friends son!! yes i make mistakes and sometimes i can be really really stupid and i'm so so sorry. but son this can happen with any other person and it won't bother me. but when this happens between me and you it drives me crazy!! i can't stop thinking about you and what i need to say or do to TRY to fix it. the thing is one day i'm afraid we wont be able to fix it. that one day you won't be able to forgive me or forget about it. you see rawley there is a reason why i have a really hard time when we have a fight....it's because i love you! can't you see that? rawley i am in love with you and without you i simply cannot go on. i need you son don't you realize that? this makes me sick (literally) when sh*t like this happens. i cannot stand it! rawley please forgive me for whatever the heck it is i did! because like all the other times before i honestly have no idea what the heck i did to make you turn your back on me and forget about everything that we have...rawley i am so so so sorry. words cannot express how sorry i am that i hurt you. now physically and emotionally i am a mess right now. i'm weak and crying...rawley please...i hate this...but i'm gonna give it some time and hopefully you'll take me back, hopefully....
p.s. i love you
Ugh rawley you don't know how much pain this causes me! rawley you are my best friend and anything i ever say or do is NEVER intended to hurt you because i know you've been hurt enough....and how would i know that???...cuz we're best freakin friends son!! yes i make mistakes and sometimes i can be really really stupid and i'm so so sorry. but son this can happen with any other person and it won't bother me. but when this happens between me and you it drives me crazy!! i can't stop thinking about you and what i need to say or do to TRY to fix it. the thing is one day i'm afraid we wont be able to fix it. that one day you won't be able to forgive me or forget about it. you see rawley there is a reason why i have a really hard time when we have a fight....it's because i love you! can't you see that? rawley i am in love with you and without you i simply cannot go on. i need you son don't you realize that? this makes me sick (literally) when sh*t like this happens. i cannot stand it! rawley please forgive me for whatever the heck it is i did! because like all the other times before i honestly have no idea what the heck i did to make you turn your back on me and forget about everything that we have...rawley i am so so so sorry. words cannot express how sorry i am that i hurt you. now physically and emotionally i am a mess right now. i'm weak and crying...rawley please...i hate this...but i'm gonna give it some time and hopefully you'll take me back, hopefully....
p.s. i love you
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